Saturday, May 30, 2009

star signs

am i worthy of ur time
am i worthy of ur love
the dawn breaks easy
but i've fallen to the ground

you read the star sign silly
i'm not a paragraph
i'm not a symbol, i'm me
you take too long to try

star signs and your mistake
my ashtray's filled to the brim
your thoughts and your beliefs
your thoughts and wrong beliefs

am i wasting my time
have i wasted all these time
your signals are fading..
your signals are fading

Sunday, May 3, 2009

how could i

these burning candles, and your smell on my skin
your confessions, and my barrier
what would you think if i told you
i'm not moved

how could i let this chance go by
you could be the one and yet
i can't breathe when you talk
i can't breathe when you look at me that way

how could i not tell you
how i want you to go and never turn back
how your presence suffocates me
how all i feel is nothing close to what you think

how could i break into an outrage of fear
fear of losing my space
fear of losing my time
fear of losing me

how could i let myself
let you believe
that you could be the one
that you were the one

how could i be this way
the way i never wanted to be
the way i despised..

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Fireball, fly, boy..

take what you can, we are crashing..

i'll cover you, even with a blanket of lies..

we'll turn to dust if we go down and ignite..

into a fireball..

so, fly, boy.. fly high

don't take me with you..

i'm drinking kerosene, i'm going down..

fly, boy, away from this fireball..

Sunday, February 8, 2009

breaking your fall - for fana

let your guard down
only you know how weak you are inside
kickstart that weak beating of your cold heart

breaking your fall
will be the hardest thing i have to do
because once, a while ago,
i promised i'd fall with you

i'd neutralise your negativity
but breaking your fall
won't be easy
because i was there with you

and as hard and impossible
as it will be
breaking your fall is what i have to do

because i love you

Friday, February 6, 2009

Scarlet

Don't you know that my heaven falls when you're gone
I see you in the scarlet skies of your own..
your own device

Lets take a walk down the aisle of never knowing
Its in your eyes, your perfect disguise, that I'm falling..
falling in too deep

And you take my hand,
While I breathe the air that you've frozen..

And you take my hand,
While I walk the steps that you chose to run..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Demons

So you sit there waiting for someone to save you
Now the green light's going but you don't have a clue

The sunset screams a silent tune
And you hide in your little room

While the stars, waited for the moon

You say you want to be free but you don't want to be alone
And you scream Heaven Help Me

But your demons sing your song